CHAPTER #32 - SHOWDOWN #1 EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE THE BEST.
TO BE LOOKED AT AS "THE GUY ".
I'VE WAITED MY TURN.
NOW I SHOW THAT I AM " THE GUY ".
Finally I see my name on the Showdown card and I have to admit when I saw my opponent this week was Clark Scene I really could do nothing, but smile. You see because I've heard a lot of good things about Clark and frankly he's looked at as one of the big threats. He has proven that he belongs in EAW and apparently that's still something I need to do. I may not know much about Clark, but I do know one thing and that is the fact that this little slump that I've been on. This downwards spiril that started about a month ago all of that ends this week on Showdown. IT FUCKING ENDS and you know what I really don't think I could feel any better. I'm walking into a match this week in which I would probably say everybody watching is expecting me to lose. I mean lets face it two weeks ago I was literally FUCKING DESTROYED and left for dead. I was given a beating unlike any other beating I have ever had before, but I learned something from that match. I learned to never under estimate your opponent and I believe that's exactly what Chuck Scene is doing. He's going to be walking into our match thinking he has it already won and that's something I'm going to take advantage of. I may have fallen down the ladder a tad, but I promise you it was just a stumble. I am going to continue climbing that ladder and I'm going to do it by defeating Chuck Scene this week on Showdown.
I'm sure what happened to me two weeks ago put a smile on a few faces on the EAW roster and in all honesty if I were you I would have probably been smiling to. What they don't realize is that sooner or later there time will come and there won't be anywhere to run. I may have lost two weeks ago, but that's because I had my back against the wall against somebody I didn't even know. This week it's looking like it's going to be a repeat. but the only difference is I won't be losing the match like I did two weeks ago. As much as people enjoyed what happened to me in my match against Drazin just remember one thing. It will never EVER FUCKING happen again that's something you can put money on. PUT YOU'RE FUCKING LIFE ON IT because I have never been as more serious as I am right now. I'm walking into my match on Showdown with one goal and that is to walk out the winner and I will stop at absolutely nothing to get the job done. The only real question is whether or not Chuck Scene really knows what he's stepping into on Showdown? Honestly I really don't think he does because I'm assuming he's a lot like the other guys in the back. I'm assuming Chuck Scene won't feel he really needs to do anything about me and that right there is where his failure will be. I'm not like any other superstar Chuck has ever been in the ring with and I'm going to make sure he always remembers who I am. It's time people realized this little slump I'm on isn't going to continue because I'm to good for it to and on Showdown it's all going to come to an end. IT'S GOING TO BE FUCKING HISTORY just like my opponent, Chuck Scene.
So I'm sure a lot of you are asking yourselves why I'm still here in EAW after what I've been through over the last month or so. Most guys probably would have called it quits once they realized they couldn't defeat a Women. I do things a different way because I'm not somebody who quits anything. In fact what I've done is learned from my mistakes so I never let what happened between Cameron and I happen again. My mistakes are very slim to choose from, but like the old saying goes. "Everybody Makes Mistakes" right? People learn from there mistakes so they don't let them happen again and that's exactly what I did. As much as Clark Duncan and Jason Cage believe they did nothing, but defeat me in that match I'm still calling a handicap match against me. I also learned something from them and I know if a match like that ever happens again. If Jason Cage and Clark Duncan are ever in a match against me again the outcome won't be the same as before. They may think they've proven something to me, but the only true thing they proved in that match is the fact that they don't have any problems picking on guys they're twice FUCKING size of. I haven't seen either one of them since that match and that's something I'm making Clark and Jason responsible which means this little situation is only going to get bigger. Those two did nothing wrong to anybody and because of that they suffered a beating like they've never had before. A beating that sent both of them running and it really doesn't look like either one of them are coming back anytime soon. So Clark and Jason you two are at the top of my FUCKING LIST and believe me I will get revenge for what you two have done. Pay back IS A FUCKING BITCH.
Everybody wants to believe that I'm never going to be the same guy I was before.
They want to believe in there hearts that I'm never going to be the guy I would have been if none of this had started.
What makes anybody think I won't be the same guy or even better then they expected? The fact is I'm already that guy because when I signed my contract to compete on Showdown I was a FUCKING NOBODY. Of course there's going to be those guys sitting back right now trying to tell everybody that I'm still a nobody. Guys like Clark Scene who want nothing more then to have people believe that he's actually better then I am. HE'S NO FUCKING BETTER THEN ME and I'm gonna prove it. Guys like him want people to think I'm a FUCKING LOSER, but I'm he same loser who wrestled for the Interwire FUCKING Championship not even a month after signing my contract. I'm the same fucking loser who ran through the Showdown roster while they sat back and watched me do it. I'm not the guy that Clark thinks I am and when that bell rings on Showdown he's going to find that out the hard way.
Respect is a big thing in wrestling and in my eyes it's probably one of if not the most important thing to me.
Clark Scene, I don't know you and I'm walking into our match on Showdown knowing one thing. You are going to step into that ring, but you won't be giving me the respect I deserve. You're going to walk into our match thinking you're getting an easy win simply because of the way I've been treated as of late. Take last week for example because the fact that my name wasn't even on the card spoke FUCKING VOLUMES because I realized something last week. I realized that I needed to stop doing things the right way and start doing things the only way I know how to do things. It's time I did things MY FUCKING WAY and there won't be anybody around to stop me.
DOING THING'S MY WAY IS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW.
THE ONLY WAY I TRULY FEEL COMFORTABLE.
I DO THINGS BY MYSELF.
THE RIGHT WAY, MY WAY.
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