I was really battling myself if I needed this. I was really considering retirement but I love EAW too much to let it go and the community. I have decided to take some time off until further notice. I have been going through some drama right now with EAW and maybe during this time off we can all cool our heads and be friends when I come back. I am having a lot of personal problems in my life and I am suffering from serious depression and I am actually feeling suicidal again and I think I need more help than I thought. Me and my wife and soon to be 3 kids are going to be moving to Seattle here very soon so I got to get some things set up for that. I don't want to do this but I feel I have to at this moment. I hope to be back by the time my 2nd son is born in late July-early August but if I am not I will be on to show you guys some pics. I'll see you guys soon.

best wishes in the time off, hope you come back more motivated than ever

Rooting for you man. Believe me, depression is a painful son of a bitch, but you can prevail if you try. It's a rough battle, but you clearly have quite a proud family rooting for you. And that I honestly admire. 
Hope to hear from you again man.

shame to hear, man. All the best.

Of course, real life comes first. I'm sure it's hard for you to step away, but props for realizing what's really important and focusing on your family. EAW will still be here whenever you can come back, which is hopefully sooner rather than later. I know you've had your hands sorta full with everything you've been dealing with irl as of late, and I really do wish you the best of luck with it all. You're gonna be just fine.

Before doing anything, just remember than you get only one life and if you end it too soon, you never know what you might be missing. Shit happens all the time (trust me I know because I have been through a ton of shit in my life) but you know what? Keep hope and trust me, everything will be fine. Don't worry about taking your time off and just make sure to keep your wife and baby safe all the time. Don't worry, EAW will be going nowhere and trust me, when you return, you find good ol' Mike Showman welcoming you back.

Keep safe my friend and good luck.

See you around, man

I wish you luck with everything Terry. If you need someone talk about anything, feel free to PM me or any other members here. Stay safe and I hope you can return here at late july or early august. Trust me, I enjoyed every single of our promo battles.

*hug*

Smart decision, don't worry EAW will always have a place for you, Terry. See ya around

I wish you and your family well, Terry. Hope you come back.

Smart plan dawg. Good luck with all yo shit. Efeds are a game where people insult each other for fun so it's a really bad idea to be around them if you got depression or other shit. Be safe out there for real.

Hopefully you do come back Terry. But you're making the right call by putting your family over EAW for now.

It's okay to seek help.  If you don't, you're hurting yourself and those that love you.  Get your real life in order, and then come back to fake life here.  We'll still be around.  Best of luck.