I know this will be met with MAJOR heat and probably backlash but I am coming clean about this. No I'm not gay. I'm not trans either but I know I'll get those jokes about this. 

I'm a girl.

I've been lying to you guys for months, and some of you, years. I'm not a guy, just pretended to be one online for comfort. 

I started fedding in 2009 in this fed XWA. I even had a female character. But then I didn't wanna be in a match writing fed anymore. So I found NWF the following year. I was 11 going on 12. NWF had no women but I still wanted to join. So I created a male character. People in chat automatically called me male pronouns and stuff so I just rolled with it. I didn't know if I'd even be there long and after all, it was just the internet. I could pass by. But then a couple months turned into years. 7 years. 

It didn't bother me until a couple months ago but as I got closer to you all, I started to feel bad. You'd add each other on snapchat and show pics of yourselves and I couldn't relate. I made another account on here before I returned as Jacob Moore, to join as a diva and act like I was brand new and didn't know anybody. But then I just let it go inactive because that'd be lying too. So I've been contemplating this for a while. I apologize to everyone for not being truthful. I hope you can open your minds to this and accept me for who I really am. This is no joke, I'm deadass B. This is the only thing I've lied about but it is still a HUGE thing to lie about I think. I talked to Aria in PC about it and she was accepting. I hope you can be the same way although I doubt some of you will. 

If this means I'm fired or have some other consequence, so be it. I understand, but I'm hoping it doesn't come to that as I've enjoyed friendships with many of you and now can be 100% comfortable and even share more of my personal life. Yes DDD, this is why I'm a simp for women. 

My name is actually Amani. I'm still 18, mixed/black, and live in Illinois though. Nothing else I've said is false. I've met Randy Orton and Seth Rollins, I got pics to prove it. I'll let you see my twitter or instagram if that helps, too. I know the EAW majority isn't gonna take this well and I'll be shunned and roasted for months and years to come but I didn't wanna drag this out for another 7. 

If you read all of this, thank you. I'll be in chat to answer any questions, show pictures, etc. I hope you all don't think too differently of me. I understand what comes with this confession but I am much happier this way. 

- A

inb4 the "man" in my name is used against me.

No you won't be fired. You're the only one who keeps thinking that, if anything that's the most annoying part about you, you insult us with your position as if we're barbarians over every detail.

All good fam.

you going on my thirst list now.

So I already told you this, but it doesn't make a difference to me. There's nothing to hold against you. I'm still your friend and I don't think less of you. In the (very real instance) that anybody has something stupid to say, fuck 'em. They ain't shit, they families ain't shit, they opinions ain't shit. They can play in traffic blindfolded. You're the shit. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise.  

All good, not a problem at all (H).

Not gonna lie, not that big of a deal. I don't really care whether you're a dude or a girl. I 100% agree with Jay.

I was not expecting this at all. It doesn't change a damn thing about you...just that we need to talk about makeup, hair and such. Also, I saw pictures of you on Discord and I was jealous of how pretty you were. ^_^ 

I hardly doubt you'd be fired over this. Lexi has made a male alt before. DDD and Nas have had female alts before (Cloud is a male with a female character). Besides, this isn't as bad as being a pedophile or Dark Demon. 

Loved you as Moore and I'm excited to see what Amani is all about.

Just a warning, you'll be on many guys thirst list now. c:

But in all seriousness, while its a shock this isn't anything to worry about getting in trouble over. No need to walk on eggshells all the time and think that anything you say or do will get you in trouble because somebody banned you way back in the day. With that being said, its cool that you're open about who you actually are.. not that you owed anybody an explanation as long as you did your part as a good e-fedder and member of the bommunity, plus guys make female alts all the time so you being a female who had a male bharacter is impressive I could be wrong but I don't recall any other females having done that. Whether you continue with that character or not at least you can say you did it. Though 7 years is a long time, its better late than never. 

Now make that Naomi/Bianca pic base bharacter and takeover Empire

Damn, EAW isn't used to this. Usually it's the other way around. Way to break trends!

(Nobody should care, I know I don't. That's a personal decision, one only you can make, one only you can decide how deep and personal you get with everyone else. Yada, yada, long story short - business as usual. If nothing else, at least the burden is off your shoulders. )

See: Stephanie "Cloud" Matsuda

You're fedding since you were 11? Well, I am still eating dirt on that age.

Anyway, I met a woman who played as a male character for 10 years and she's pretty good at it. I think it's cool to have you playing male char for so long. I wish I am as good as that.

This is kind of awkward now that we had plans to get hitch if none of us had anyone when we hit 40.

We've all lied about something on the internet before, especially if it's a lie from that long ago we were all lying about our identities because stranger danger was still a thing.

nothing is real what's next you're gonna tell me FD actually graduated high school?

Hey no worries if we can have guys working as women, we can have women working as men. I hope that this confession leads to an even more enriching experience here in our community.

Moongoose McQueen wrote:

This is kind of awkward now that we had plans to get hitch if none of us had anyone when we hit 40.

The fuck is this, How I Met Your Mother?

Stark wrote:

nothing is real what's next you're gonna tell me FD actually graduated high school?

Moore being a female is at least in this realm of possibility.

You think you'll be fired ? I don't think so.

I can only echo what others have said about possible repercussions, I don't think you need to worry. It's not like you did anything shady, created fake snapchats/twitters/instagrams and catfished, I can't speak for Robbie or DDD but I think you'll be fine.

I commend you for this though, it couldn't have been easy. 

I also commend EAW for being as cool and as accepting as they've been, which judging from your post, you weren't expecting. Props to you guys as well.

So all them dick pics you sent me ain't real tf brah?!?!? 

You gonna have to work this shit off in the Poon Palace 4 life. 

I always thought you related with the girls too well. However I assumed it was cause you were a pussy, not because you actually had one

But yeah please stop acting like ull get fired over everything :wtf: I was always cool with you other than that part because i didnt get it.

in other news Eclipse is jumping for joy because his roster just got a little bit bigger

SIS IS A SIS?! I'M SHOOK HI SIS. 
I still love you and I'm actually even more happy now because there's another sis who loves Courtney like me

You're still welcomed here regardless of what gender you are! 

You're a part of this community now, just stay along with us then.