Everyone. On this day, in 2007, I was made away that my mother, Enessa Shaneen Erwin, had been murdered. It is a thing that has haunted me for years, and has given rise to many of my emotional issues, such as night terrors, become diagnosed as a  sociopath, and a very dark point in my life. It is due to the unconditional love and support of friends and family that I have made it through this time, and though mothers day is always hard for me, I have to say that it's a day that is a bit brighter. I have found more friends, and family, with which I can share my life with. I have found people that are more than happy to share their dreams with me, as well as their very lives with me. I can say nothing but thank you, and I love every single one of you. You all mean the world to me, and I have nothing but good things to say about all of you, even if some of you can be strange rude dicks. You are all beautiful and wonderful people, and I thank each and every single one of you.

I don't know what to say, man. I can't even imagine what it must feel like to be you. I'm sorry, that really sucks.

Eclipse Diemos wrote:

Everyone. On this day, in 2007, I was made away that my mother, Enessa Shaneen Erwin, had been murdered. It is a thing that has haunted me for years, and has given rise to many of my emotional issues, such as night terrors, become diagnosed as a  sociopath, and a very dark point in my life. It is due to the unconditional love and support of friends and family that I have made it through this time, and though mothers day is always hard for me, I have to say that it's a day that is a bit brighter. I have found more friends, and family, with which I can share my life with. I have found people that are more than happy to share their dreams with me, as well as their very lives with me. I can say nothing but thank you, and I love every single one of you. You all mean the world to me, and I have nothing but good things to say about all of you, even if some of you can be strange rude dicks. You are all beautiful and wonderful people, and I thank each and every single one of you.

Stories like this remind me of how blessed I am every day with the mother and family support that I enjoy. The last few years of my life have been difficult personally, but I couldn't imagine dealing with such a painful, horrific thing. I'm glad your days are brighter now and I'm happy that you feel that this is a place where you feel able to consider yourself amongst friends.

We love you too, pal. Hang in there and remain strong.

I absolutely know how you feel man, we love you too man (or at least I do). No matter what I want you to feel at home here. Thanks for making this very sweet thread.

Thank you for sharing that with us, man. I am very sorry for your loss. Keep your head up and keep being strong. I'm glad that things are getting brighter for you, man.

That message really stung me to my heart. I understand what have been going through for the past eight years, and it takes a brave and courageous heart to be able to continue going on that path. I am deeply sorry for your loss, and we will do our best to support you in anyway that is worth comforting.

You are a strong soul to even share your past with all of us. You are an incredibly inspiring individual and I sincerely wish you nothing but the best. Along with everyone who has said this, I'm very sorry for your loss. I send you nothing but positive vibes < 3