I've given this a lot of thought. I love EAW but it seems like my actions have offended some of late. I get the feeling that I'm possibly an unnecessary hindrance of EAW being what it's supposed to be. I've decided....to....completely retire from EAW functions as of this moment. It's been a blast. 









I'm just bullshittin. I love this place too much to leave when I have time to do it. And i like most of the people here.

You pulled a GC

Ryan Savage wrote:

You pulled a GC

Well....SHIT!

Ryan Savage wrote:

You pulled a GC

1. This was completely unnecessary 

2. I never retired I was taking a break

3. I had a powerful reason to want to take a break

If you got nothing intelligent to say please keep your mouth shut. I'm sick and tired of being made fun of and parodied for this and I'm sick and tired of ppl accusing me for doing "publicity stunts" so I'll use this thread to set the record straight. I was going to take a break for several reasons. The only people that need to know those reasons know it. I came back MUCH earlier than anticipated because I was starting to feel better and the stuff that was happening around me ceased a bit. I'm not saying all my problems are gone. They are still there and I am still going through a lot but I feel slightly better. And being active here kind of helps me too. It helps to get away from all the negativity in my life for a bit. What doesn't help at all is posts like this one, Ryan. All these type of posts do is create arguments and divide the community even more than it already is. Next time you think of doing something that in no way contributes to to the efed reconsider. The saddest thing is you're not the only one making jokes like this one. We got people like TLA trying to ridicule me on the forums, in the chat basically everywhere every single time he has the opportunity to do so. 
We never had a perfect community here. At least not since I have been around. There's always been arguments and shit like that but the ppl who have been around as long as I have and are still here know that EAW was much more united and more of a family years ago than it is these days. I'm not suggesting to be boring and not to make jokes anymore. I make many jokes myself. Thing is I know when to stop and if I cross the line I apologize. I know that the way I "left" wasn't the most proper way to leave. I nearly ruined a FPV. Not intentionally but I still almost ruined a FPV and tbh I still feel like shit about it you don't gotta make it worse. I know that the ppl making jokes don't know what is happening in my life as well so I get why jokes are being made but seriously it's getting old. It's been, what? A week or two since the whole thing happened? Come on.. move on. I got nothing but love for this place and the members of this community. Yes, even TLA. That's why i want EAW to be the way it used to be. Times have changed, people change too as times do and maybe this place won't ever be like it was years ago but it could be a lot better than it currently is.

TLA wrote:

BLACK† wrote:

Ryan Savage wrote:

You pulled a GC

1. This was completely unnecessary 

2. I never retired I was taking a break

3. I had a powerful reason to want to take a break

If you got nothing intelligent to say please keep your mouth shut. I'm sick and tired of being made fun of and parodied for this and I'm sick and tired of ppl accusing me for doing "publicity stunts" so I'll use this thread to set the record straight. I was going to take a break for several reasons. The only people that need to know those reasons know it. I came back MUCH earlier than anticipated because I was starting to feel better and the stuff that was happening around me ceased a bit. I'm not saying all my problems are gone. They are still there and I am still going through a lot but I feel slightly better. And being active here kind of helps me too. It helps to get away from all the negativity in my life for a bit. What doesn't help at all is posts like this one, Ryan. All these type of posts do is create arguments and divide the community even more than it already is. Next time you think of doing something that in no way contributes to to the efed reconsider. The saddest thing is you're not the only one making jokes like this one. We got people like TLA trying to ridicule me on the forums, in the chat basically everywhere every single time he has the opportunity to do so. 
We never had a perfect community here. At least not since I have been around. There's always been arguments and shit like that but the ppl who have been around as long as I have and are still here know that EAW was much more united and more of a family years ago than it is these days. I'm not suggesting to be boring and not to make jokes anymore. I make many jokes myself. Thing is I know when to stop and if I cross the line I apologize. I know that the way I "left" wasn't the most proper way to leave. I nearly ruined a FPV. Not intentionally but I still almost ruined a FPV and tbh I still feel like shit about it you don't gotta make it worse. I know that the ppl making jokes don't know what is happening in my life as well so I get why jokes are being made but seriously it's getting old. It's been, what? A week or two since the whole thing happened? Come on.. move on. I got nothing but love for this place and the members of this community. Yes, even TLA. That's why i want EAW to be the way it used to be. Times have changed, people change too as times do and maybe this place won't ever be like it was years ago but it could be a lot better than it currently is.

#MakeEAWGreatAgain

For real tho I apologize if I somehow offended you. I was just fucking around cuz it was hilarious and totally a GC thing to do. We vatos 4 lyfe tho u know this.

We know he ain't leaving cuz he's making fun of Psycho Azumi!

TLA wrote:

TLA wrote:

BLACK† wrote:

Ryan Savage wrote:

You pulled a GC

1. This was completely unnecessary 

2. I never retired I was taking a break

3. I had a powerful reason to want to take a break

If you got nothing intelligent to say please keep your mouth shut. I'm sick and tired of being made fun of and parodied for this and I'm sick and tired of ppl accusing me for doing "publicity stunts" so I'll use this thread to set the record straight. I was going to take a break for several reasons. The only people that need to know those reasons know it. I came back MUCH earlier than anticipated because I was starting to feel better and the stuff that was happening around me ceased a bit. I'm not saying all my problems are gone. They are still there and I am still going through a lot but I feel slightly better. And being active here kind of helps me too. It helps to get away from all the negativity in my life for a bit. What doesn't help at all is posts like this one, Ryan. All these type of posts do is create arguments and divide the community even more than it already is. Next time you think of doing something that in no way contributes to to the efed reconsider. The saddest thing is you're not the only one making jokes like this one. We got people like TLA trying to ridicule me on the forums, in the chat basically everywhere every single time he has the opportunity to do so. 
We never had a perfect community here. At least not since I have been around. There's always been arguments and shit like that but the ppl who have been around as long as I have and are still here know that EAW was much more united and more of a family years ago than it is these days. I'm not suggesting to be boring and not to make jokes anymore. I make many jokes myself. Thing is I know when to stop and if I cross the line I apologize. I know that the way I "left" wasn't the most proper way to leave. I nearly ruined a FPV. Not intentionally but I still almost ruined a FPV and tbh I still feel like shit about it you don't gotta make it worse. I know that the ppl making jokes don't know what is happening in my life as well so I get why jokes are being made but seriously it's getting old. It's been, what? A week or two since the whole thing happened? Come on.. move on. I got nothing but love for this place and the members of this community. Yes, even TLA. That's why i want EAW to be the way it used to be. Times have changed, people change too as times do and maybe this place won't ever be like it was years ago but it could be a lot better than it currently is.

#MakeEAWGreatAgain

For real tho I apologize if I somehow offended you. I was just fucking around cuz it was hilarious and totally a GC thing to do. We vatos 4 lyfe tho u know this.

I do man. I apologize too if I offended you too somehow <3