So while originally I was just going to step down as a writer for Voltage because I could no longer deal with people not reading voltage/having no motivation to write anything since before Pain for Pride-Dia Del Diablo and not being able to convince myself to keep doing it but since its pretty obvious everybody pretty much hates me here and according to a PM with DDD who talked with the entire board, the entire board (ken aside apparently) wants me to step down as chairman and the already known 'overthrow' talk in August when I was gone for week to do repeat exams for college, I suppose it's just for the best that I just step down all together and leave.

Not gonna make some angry post shitting on everybody or EAW, it is what is and again it's probably just for the best, I get I'm not the most pleasant person to work and I haven't been in any right state of mind for the last two years which lead to me attempting suicide in early May and new problems opening up (for ken - she said no) and largerly due to constantly feeling overlooked on a lot of things here and the frustration/demotivation that causes but hopefully all the stuff I've done for EAW won't be overlooked or ignored due to me supposingly being hated. 

So yeah, I'll be taking my leave, feel free to delete my account on here if you guys want. Thanks for everything, I guess.

Damn.. I'll miss you man. I wish you the best nonetheless.

I hope this decision works out for the best for you. Thank you for all your contributions. True EAW legend. Just try to be happy, bro. Good luck.

Aside from your unexplained massive hatred for MK for the last few years, the way you treated RoV(like come on, you could have at least let him be mod if you had to remove him from his position in the first place-I think it wasn't required, but membering him was just downright disrespectful-) and your general angry behaviour as of late, I'm really sad to see you go, especially in this state.

I always thought you were a great chairman(You wrote, you had the leadership qualities of making people do their jobs and you weren't someone people could use politics on to easily make you their puppet) just with a bad temperament, exactly like I told you in pc years back when you leaving when I complained that EAW wouldn't be run as well if you left(And it didn't just like I said and I was ecstatic when you retook over EAW). You were always good at keeping the gears in EAW rolling, have it being a meritocracy and having a good semblance of order. Couple that with the fact that you were here for EAW when it was at rock bottom when many people left and you stepped up to keep it going, I think you should be proud for what you did for EAW in the grand picture and I'll always think of you highly amongst EAW best chairmens. I hope you one day settle with your temperament and have a good life, who knows, maybe even remember this is a community and you were one of our most prized members(at least to me.).

Damn, dude. I hate to see you go. I know we've had our differences, but in the end you were a great Chairman and we'll definitely miss you. Hope everything works out for you and we see you back soon.

Damn sucks to see you go holmes. I didn't know you for long but you seemed like a real chill guy. I didn't realize that everyone hated you but I know I didn't. But I don't blame you for going cuz you don't need that negative influence in your life from something that should be fun. Just do what makes you happy, sea feliz jefe.

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I hope this decision works out for the best for you. Thank you for all your contributions. True EAW legend. Just try to be happy, bro. Good luck.

100% this. Whether people hate you or not (me not personally being one of those people) they have to respect that even with the issues voltage has had, you've kept on writing shows despite being unmotivated. We all know what it's like to feel unmotivated and you kept on writing for months on end. If you can't respect that then you're not human. You've dealt with a lot of shit, warranted and unwarranted, but you continued to do a good job as chairman (and I'm not just saying that because you let me back in). We haven't known each other that long in comparison to others here but you've always been easy and fun to talk to, even at your worst. Obviously you'll be missed by me and I hope the problems with Ken's girlfriend are resolved. The memory of drunk Demon firing Venom will live on forever.

To better, happier things. Enjoy your life.

PS: Domino's is still crap.

Through everything, good and bad. You my friend are and probably will be remembered as a damn good extremist, a amazing writer, and overall a stand up guy and a great chairman. If this is goodbye, then i say this as honest as i can. Thank You for the chances i have gotten under your regime. And thank you for allowing me to write Dynasty again. Good luck in all you do in your future my friend.

Sad to see another friend go. Not gonna get all mushy on here but if you ever want to talk to me you know where to find me. Good luck and I wish you nothing but happiness.

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Damn sucks to see you go holmes. I didn't know you for long but you seemed like a real chill guy. I didn't realize that everyone hated you but I know I didn't. But I don't blame you for going cuz you don't need that negative influence in your life from something that should be fun. Just do what makes you happy, sea feliz jefe.

Same here dude good luck in life man.

Sad to see you go. I know what its like to be under a great depression and having thoughts of suicide. I hope you can set a big goal for yourself that will keep you alive and happy

Didn't get to know you really well, but you seemed cool.

I hope you come back soon. When everything is leveled off.

It's good to take a break sometimes. I took a 7 year break lol.

Take care man.

I hope everything goes well in life and the next time you come back you'll be better than ever. Even though I wasn't as close as I would like to be with you. I can understand a bit of what you are going through right now and I only hope for the best for you. Also I enjoyed all the jokes we had with one another even though it was over my sexuality's expense  but other than that I have appreciated what you have done for me in making me a better promoer when I got off of NEO and such. Even though we haven't seen eye to eye with a few things I have always had that general respect for you. But I hope you do drop by in chat every now and then just to tell us how life is going for you and such. Just remember even though we may stumble into the depths of despair where it seems there is no hope in sight, if you persevere through the darkness you will find the light at the other side. I know whatever you are going through, you'll overcome.

I wasn't talked to.

Wow, okay. Obviously I haven't been around as much to see half of this stuff really happen so this has somewhat come as a shock.

You've been my pal longer than anybody in efeds and deep down I'm sad to see you go. On the surface, I'll be the first to admit our friendship hasn't been what it was back in the day and I hated watching you deteriorate with all your life problems and that stuff but I always saw you as volatile and was never sure whether to actually talk to you or not in recent times.

As an efedder, I have nothing but respect. You're always gonna be 10x the efedder I ever was or will ever be, I used to marvel at everything you did and wanted to be like you in everything from promoing to writing (before you absolutely loathed the hell out of it).

I hope this works out for you buddy, I really do. Like I said, while our friendship is nothing like it was, I don't like seeing people I still consider friends struggling with anything so I hope you can get whatever help you need and come out better after it.

Good luck amigo and keep in touch, you know you can message me on Facebook to chat or banter if Man Utd somehow due to some miracle of God leapfrog Chelsea on the table. Otherwise, good luck with college and becoming a teacher and stuff. I'll miss you old friend.

P.S. One day, we will have that spudfest, you owe it to me.

Definitely sad to see you go. I know you were disliked and all, but you always treated me well, and gave me some memorable moments here in EAW. So I do thank you for that. Always enjoyed talking to you in the chat, and hope there is some way to keep in touch from here on out. If that's not possible, then so be it, but just wanted to let you know I definitely appreciate everything, and was glad to have a friendship with you and all the goofy conversations we always had. Best of luck, Demon, truly. Hope everything clears out. If not... don't worry, Man United can't be THAT bad for THAT long, can they? Anytime you have a bad day, just remember, at least you're not a Tottenham fan.

Demon it was a pleasure truly knowing you and I'm hoping that you change your mind and return, even if its just to say hello it would be a great pleasure for you to at least continue to interact with one another but with this I thank you for all your hard work and contributions to this company

Hate to see you go man.  Just for the record, I never hated you.  You always did good by me, and I hope you know how much I respect you.  You did what you thought what was best.  Some people agreed and others didn't.  But you cared about EAW, and about new talent, and that is how I'll always remember your legacy.

If you're reading this, good luck man. I may have only known you for a few months but it was still a pleasure to talk with you. You're a great guy, writer and chairman. Hopefully we'll see you again at some point.

It's funny how the end always makes you refer to the beginning...I remember when you and I first met all of 3 or 4 years ago.  It was love at first promo.  From DCW, to DRW, to EWE, to EAW, you have always played this major role in my e-career and I want to say thank you for the memories.  Even though we had our first public dispute some time ago and you may already know this, I just wanted clarify that there are no hard feelings on my end.  I genuinely hope that you find happiness and success in what ever you choose to do in life, and with any luck maybe our paths will cross again some day.

If only it was October 31 would this have been a great "costume" in disguise. Sadly it's not..

What can I really say Demon? I mean we can go back and forth about soccer in the chat, have really interesting conversations in the chat, and talk about how you brought me into EAW under controversial circumstances. Out of all of that, I would like to thank you and Banks for help evaluating me here, back at a time where I wanted to retire from fantasy wrestling (not e-fedding because I am an old-timer who did roleplaying, different things), but you helped bolster my morals to have one more run here. You treated me very well, the patriarch of the whole Ventura bandwagon, and you are one helluva funny guy. Feels very awkward right now in the chat, but I pray that you can overcome whatever obstacles you are having in real life with guaranteed success. I may not have been in your situation before, but I have gone through predicaments that led me to do crazy things, so I know the frustration that gets exerted out from all that pressure and stress. You got a strong heart, kid, so be headstrong, live your life under your own umbrella.