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LVCIAN
Posts : 5167 Age : 29 Hailing From : THE PRAIRIE STATE Status : I'm not your fucking prey.
| Subject: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 7:32 am | |
| This was a really hard decision for me to make... You guys have no idea how much EAW means to me. I absolutely LOVE this place. I've learned so much here. I've met so many great people here, I have had so many great experiences. Yeah.. It hasn't always been all sunshine and rainbows admittedly lol. I've had some bad experiences too but I'm the one to blame for that mostly. My life would be so much different to what it is right now if I never discovered this place. Perhaps it would be better (I doubt it) or it would be worse.. Regardless I have no regrets. I do NOT regret ever coming here. I've made soo many mistakes in my life but being isn't one of them. This is my home and it will always be my home no matter what (as corny as it may sound). Originally I was reluctant to make a public post at all tbh. I'm not the type to do that kind of shit but I felt I owed you all an explanation and ofc an apology. I couldn't just disappear without explaining why. I have been going through a lot for the past couple of years. Some of you know what I'm going through, some of you don't. Fact it everything has gotten A LOT worse. And I don't know if it will ever get any better. But I still keep fighting and I will keep fighting against adversity until I overcome it. I'm not feeling good at all. I feel so fucking devastated, so alone.. This is just terrible man I hope none of you ever go through this, I wouldn't wish this upon the worst of my enemies. I'm not able to function that way as an active member of this efed. So until I feel better, until I feel like I can do this how it is supposed to be done I'll need some time off. I think Dynasty and EAW as a whole deserves better. A better WHC. I have done a mediocre job as champion. Not because I wanted to obviously but still. I apologize to everyone who put their trust in me, who believed in me and had plans for me. I apologize to the guys on Dy and even SD & Voltage who work their fucking asses off every week and want to be world champion but can't because a guy like me who barely promos is in the spotlight. I'm very, very sorry. Next time I am in the spotlight, if that ever happens again, I'll make sure I don't let anyone down and I'll make sure I do this right. I still have so much i want to achieve here. I'm not done. I'll be out for some time but I'll be back.. I always find a way to come back. I think most of you know that pretty well lol. I want to be back (possibly) in January or February but it could take longer than that. Maybe I won't ever be back. It really just depends on the course my life takes. Again.. I apologize to all of you. And thank you. Thank you for everything you've done for me. I'll always be grateful to EAW. To guys like Banks who gave me so many opportunities, to Scott Diamond and DDD for allowing me to rejoin EAW, to writers like Brian and Senn who did an exceptional job writing my character. To Tyler Parker, Crash, The Mercenaries and others I LOVED promoing against. To those of you who always believed in me (You know who you are) IDK if I ever would have made it this far without your support. It's been one hell of a ride.. I thank you all for it. Until we meet again! |
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Guest Guest
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 7:44 am | |
| Damn. Sorry mang, know how that goes. |
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Jacob Senn Dynasty
Posts : 1201 Age : 30
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 7:49 am | |
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Nobi Showdown
Posts : 2134 Age : 30 Hailing From : Indonesia
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 7:53 am | |
| I don't know what you are going through, but I hope you find the strength to fight it off.
You are a nice guy and a good promoer, so I hope you'll be really back in January or February.
Take care of yourself mate, the door will always open for you, GC.
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TLA Voltage
Posts : 3007 Hailing From : Where they ain't want me to be #ThaHall Status : Bein' a badder hombre than ever before
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 8:13 am | |
| Good luck dealing with all your problems! |
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Impact EAW Hall of Famer
Posts : 2487 Age : 27 Hailing From : The Upper Room Status : You broke the rules you can't break.
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 8:27 am | |
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Jamie O'Hara Voltage
Posts : 1640 Age : 30 Hailing From : Melbourne, Australia Status : Dejected. Inspired.
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 9:21 am | |
| sometimes this all becomes irrelevant and is the furthest thing you want or need to deal with. you're a fucking top guy; you and i haven't been on the same page at all this year, but you deserved everything you've done here. i hope whatever it is you're going through is thrown in the fucking sea and you can move on and come back. |
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Carson Ramsay Voltage
Posts : 1463 Age : 28 Hailing From : Batman, Turkey Status : Stay down.
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 9:30 am | |
| Mad fucking respect for owning up to that shit, even though you obviously didn't wanna do it. I love you, man. You're one of the best dudes we got here and you always will be. Sort out your problems (good luck with them btw) and come back whenever you feel like you're 100% ready, you still got a place here. |
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Bhris Elite Voltage
Posts : 2052 Age : 27 Status : #FRA
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 9:45 am | |
| Love you GC hope you sort everything out and comeback soon |
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kennydrake
Posts : 992 Age : 38 Hailing From : Portland, OR Status : Gone Daddy Gone
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 10:01 am | |
| You have nothing to apologize for, brother. You are a fantastic person, amazing promoter, and an all around great guy. I hope nothing but the best for you. Good luck in the future. |
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True American Tragedy
Posts : 547 Age : 35 Hailing From : Jacksonville, Florida Status : Fuck this.
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 10:22 am | |
| I don't know you and you don't know me but that shouldn't matter.
There is always light at the end of the tunnel. I wish you the best. |
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Azumi Goto Empire
Posts : 3679 Age : 27 Hailing From : Orlando, Florida Status : If you fall, be able to stand up on your own. And if you can do that, you're Unbreakable!
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 10:48 am | |
| Good luck for your future GC, take care and whenever you want to return you know our doors are open for you. |
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Sir Killian Charlamagne Dynasty
Posts : 1660 Age : 27 Hailing From : Camelot, Ontario, Canada Status : DEUS VULT!
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 10:51 am | |
| It's a shame. A match with you would have been fun. Though I guess life calls first. Hope your future brings nothing but success. |
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Anthony Leonhart Voltage
Posts : 1818 Age : 33 Hailing From : New Japan Wrestling Academy Status : #IchimichiZaibatsuCorporation
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 10:54 am | |
| I hope you will be back soon brother. Don't apologize. We are with you by the thoughts. |
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Moongoose McQueen Voltage
Posts : 758 Status : Whether I go or not, I'll die anyway. I have an organ more important than my heart. Although you can't see it, I feel it going through my head down to my feet, and I know it exists within me. It lets me stand on my feet, it lets me walk forward without trembling. If I stop here, I feel like it would break... My soul will break.
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 12:12 pm | |
| Sad truth is, I don't know you as well as I really should, but for a guy that has hit low only to constantly rise back up and keep trying and owning up is more than enough to earn my respect. Can't say you and I ever really had a solid friendship, I felt I could had done better to help, but I always did believe you deserve a lot for your efforts and when I signed in EAW and learned that you were WHC, it really wasn't a surprise. I'm sure the top guys saw the constant struggles and potential in you. Can't say we'll see each other in efeds again, but if you are anything like you are, I'm sure you can over come what is happening to you in real life. I wouldn't worry about trying the best WHC next time. Just worry about being the best you you can be, as corny as that sounds. Good luck, and try to not self-depreciate yourself. You are a good person where it matters and all you need is a little self-confidence. You were always reliable when you believed in yourself.... once again, as corny as that sound, it's true. |
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Eclipse Diemos Dynasty
Posts : 1442 Age : 28 Status : Welcome to the Outcast Era
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 1:04 pm | |
| The two of us may have had our slight differences, but it doesn't change how much genuine respect I have for you. Thank you for the beautiful matches and our war. Come back at 100%, drinks will be on me. |
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showster26 Dynasty
Posts : 1988 Age : 36 Hailing From : The Great State Of California Status : #HardWork
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 1:19 pm | |
| Sad to hear you're going. You have my best wishes in the future and I hope whatever it is that's causing you to go, get better better soon. Cuss DeMato once said that the only difference between a coward and a hero is that the hero is willing to go that one more round. I believe you'll be coming back a hero.
Till then all the best to you. |
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『zakkii』 Empire
Posts : 6357 Age : 32 Hailing From : WKWKWK Land Status : 『Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there!』
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 1:35 pm | |
| GC, you are my inspiration to keep forward. Since I know you are a foreigner like me and you finally able to capture the world title, I am so happy and I strive myself to be like you. Good luck, my friend and we will wait for you here for your return. |
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J-Dynasty 2? Showdown
Posts : 2747 Age : 32 Hailing From : Scarborough Ontario Status : I'm out, for now. I imagine my return, but if not, it was good times overall. Much love. J.
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 5:12 pm | |
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TLA Voltage
Posts : 3007 Hailing From : Where they ain't want me to be #ThaHall Status : Bein' a badder hombre than ever before
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 5:27 pm | |
| I've known you for like 6 years dawg. You my homie 4 lyfe. Get yo shit together and get yo ass back here cuz we could use more real OGs round here. |
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Nasir Escobar Dynasty
Posts : 3316 Age : 28 Hailing From : Brick City BITCH~! Status : If you don’t like your destiny, don’t accept it. Instead, have the courage to change it the way you want it to be~!
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 5:37 pm | |
| hoping everything works out wonders for you bro! we'll all be patiently waiting for your return |
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Aria Jaxon Empire
Posts : 2593 Age : 29 Hailing From : Sparks City, California. Status : Wanna seize the throne, but what would you do with all that control?
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 6:51 pm | |
| I hope you get everything sorted, GC, I really do. You're a great guy that I've been happy to get to know and watching all your hard work pay off when you finally became WHC was one of the coolest things I've had the privilege of witnessing since I've been here. Best of luck with everything, fam. Hopefully you find your way back to us sooner rather than later. |
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Tyler Parker EAW Hall of Famer
Posts : 815 Status : I take your heart out and shoot your bladder up
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 8:13 pm | |
| I wouldn't even apologize for thinking about yourself because I think there'd be some kind of relief for you. You might not be relieved right now but there's so much out there for you; try not to be sad or blame yourself or whatever. We're here for you if life gets too hard. |
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Tarah Nova EAW Hall of Famer
Posts : 1601 Age : 30 Status : ✗
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 9:13 pm | |
| Big Booty GC, it breaks my heart to see you go. You have been an amazing friend to me since I started here and I just want to say thank you for everything--Tho I pray you get everything figured out and come back to EAW as soon as you can--But till then, realx and don't forget to breathe. Think of this as a little break and just take care of yourself, love. Okay? Don't stop fighting and keep your chin held high. Youre loved here, GC. Remember that. xoxo |
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Guest Guest
| Subject: Re: Thanks For The Ride October 14th 2016, 10:24 pm | |
| Don't be sad it's over, smile because it happened.
I will miss you GC, I hope things get better because you are a great person. |
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