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PostSubject: A step back.    August 13th 2016, 11:42 pm

Okay.. this was honestly the last thing I wanted to happen but i'm going to have to take a step back from EAW for a bit. I haven't been very vocal about my current situation and only a small amount are actually aware of it which makes this even worse for me. I'm going to shed light on this whole situation so that those who I couldn't contact can know.


A few months ago my fiance of 6 years and I found out we were going to have a baby. This was a big deal to me considering my family wasn't exactly the best in the world and it got to a point where I was the happiest I've ever been. Everything was going great. The baby was healthy, I was at every appointment and I had all the bills in great shape on top of balancing this. Everything seemed great.. until last week. I was working and my fiance had made a decision that made me resent her. She went to "see" family for the weekend and in all reality she decided she wasn't ready for all of this and aborted the baby without consulting me whatsoever. I wanted this kid more than I've wanted anything in my entire life. I'm adjusting to life without her and by myself.. My mind has been all over the place which is making me lose focus and motivation. This past week has been without a doubt the worst of my life but I didn't want to make a big deal of it to anyone on here. I intially thought getting at light schedule after Dia Del Diablo could help but I've realized that I need more than that for now. I intend on coming back.. It's hard to put an exact date on things but I will be back.


To Zack Crash. I'm sorry man. I never had the chance to contact you on the manner and it makes me feel so much worse over this.. I feel like I've let you down. If anything I'm a man of my word and I'll be back and right back with you all the way through. I love what you've created here and I credit you with all of the progress I've made. You inspired me to become better. Thank you for everything you've taught me, done for me and everything in between.

To the writers. I'm sorry this had to come to this. It was short notice but I tried to wait until post FPV to do this just to give the story the benefit instead of messing up all of your hard work with my struggles IRL. I'm sorry.


I'll still be around on the chat from time to time.. This is something I have to do for now. I love EAW and I've had so much fun doing this and sharing so many memories with you guys. Unlike many, this is not a goodbye, just an until next time. Sorry guys.


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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 13th 2016, 11:48 pm

Damn, man... I don't even know what to say about that. I hope everything works out for you and you figure things out. Things like that can't be taken lightly, so I completely understand where you're coming from. Take care of your life and make it what you want. That's what's most important. If you need anything, you can PM me.


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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 13th 2016, 11:52 pm

That's...just wow man. I'm so sorry you've had to go through this and I can't imagine how hard it must be for you. I wish you the absolute best and hopefully you find yourself in a better place sooner rather than later. You're a top bloke who is amazing to talk to in the chat, improved leaps and bounds in recent months.




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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:00 am

I'm so sorry about everything, JJ. But of course, real life comes first. It really will be our loss, for the time you're gone. I hope you get everything sorted. You're a wonderful guy who deserves to have everything work out for you. Keep your head up, man.



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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:03 am

I wish you only the best my friend. You are an incredibly good man, and good things will come your way in the future. Please take care of yourself.
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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:04 am

Once again, I'm terribly sorry about everything. You're going to be missed a lot, but I know the future is bright when you do return. Everything, unfortunately good and bad happens for a reason, clear your head and everything will (even though it feels terrible right now) fall into place. Take all the time you need, looking forward to working with again. Until then, keep in touch!
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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:11 am

Dude that sucks! You have NOTHING to apologize for! Take care of yourself first and come back when you're in a better place. Just know you have NOT let me down! You are the heart and soul of Omerta and would be nothing without you!
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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:16 am

Man, I know me and you aint great together but that is fucking awful and I feel awful for you, can't even imagine what going thru that would be like, hopefully eventually y'all be grand but fucking hell pal, that is shit. Hopefully things work out for you brother and im sure they will eventually even if it doesn't seem it like will right now, as hard as it is you just gotta keep up your head up and fight through this shit and have a better tomorrow. Nobody deserves that kind of shit you just gone through.
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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:19 am

raven's heel turn is in full effect lol jk im srry for ur loss
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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:20 am

Damn man. I'm sorry to hear that JJ. I wish you all the best man.



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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:21 am

REAL NIGGA ALERT

REAL NIGGA ALERT

Let me tell you some real shit homey, you gonna look back at this decision your girl made and be grateful fam. You gonna thank god this bitch decided to go and do what she did. Once you have that baby, your life isn't yours anymore. It belongs to your girl. SOMEBODY TELL ME IM LYING. SOMEBODY TELL ME I JUST TOLD A LIE. When you have that baby, your life belongs to that child and that chick, which sounds fine and wholesome until y'all separate (which in 2016 is more likely than not) and she keeps custody of the kid but demands you pay child support while you can't even see the baby. And considering the wicked witch of Washington DC is prolly becoming president, you got to pay that child support from that paycheck that's been taxed the hell out of cause this old bitch wanna go and be like bernie sanders so bad and be a socialist. So your skimp ass check gotta provide for yourself and that woman and that child you can hardly even see.

You a young man with your whole life ahead of you and your girl went and did something like that without even telling you??? And u mad cause you didn't have a baby with THAT????????? You dodged a bullet fam. You don't want a baby with someone like that. She will ruin your life dawg. I've seen bitches less shiesty fuck people over way worse. I'm really happy for you homey, mazel tov. You just realized why these females aint shit!


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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:21 am

I know you've told me about all of this and it doesn't make it any less painful. I'm sorry for what you have gone through, and I am here for you if you need me.




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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:26 am

As a matter of fact after rereading your post I gotta commend your bitch. She is a good woman. Do you know how many of these whores would keep the baby knowing DAMN WELL she cant handle it, and dump the financial responsibilities on the man??? I'm sorry fam but it' a coh world out here. You could die without a coat. IT'S FREEZING OUT THIS MUTHAFUCKA. IT'S THE NICKLE SIZED HAAAIL AND THE DAMAGIN' WIIIINDS out this muthafucka.

This is the smartest bitch of 2016. You still owe me nudes of her too, I'm very sure we made a bet based on you sending your girls nudes to me which you lost. I could be wrong though.

I'm not what you would call a "feminist" or a "womens rights activist" or a "pro choicer" or even so much as a "pro womens suffrage" kind of guy but goddammit in this case HER BODY. HER CHOICE. #IMWITHHER


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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:27 am

@Mr. DEDEDE wrote:
REAL NIGGA ALERT

REAL NIGGA ALERT

Let me tell you some real shit homey, you gonna look back at this decision your girl made and be grateful fam. You gonna thank god this bitch decided to go and do what she did. Once you have that baby, your life isn't yours anymore. It belongs to your girl. SOMEBODY TELL ME IM LYING. SOMEBODY TELL ME I JUST TOLD A LIE. When you have that baby, your life belongs to that child and that chick, which sounds fine and wholesome until y'all separate (which in 2016 is more likely than not) and she keeps custody of the kid but demands you pay child support while you can't even see the baby. And considering the wicked witch of Washington DC is prolly becoming president, you got to pay that child support from that paycheck that's been taxed the hell out of cause this old bitch wanna go and be like bernie sanders so bad and be a socialist. So your skimp ass check gotta provide for yourself and that woman and that child you can hardly even see.

You a young man with your whole life ahead of you and your girl went and did something like that without even telling you??? And u mad cause you didn't have a baby with THAT????????? You dodged a bullet fam. You don't want a baby with someone like that. She will ruin your life dawg. I've seen bitches less shiesty fuck people over way worse. I'm really happy for you homey, mazel tov. You just realized why these females aint shit!
told this lad to push that bitch down the stairs months ago, WHEN THEY GONNA LISTEN DDD? WHEN?? :dave:
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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:31 am

I'm so sorry to hear that, man.  No one deserves to experience something like that, but you learned the truth.  Right now it's hard, but in the future, you'll realize stuff like this happens for a reason.  You'll be stronger and grow from such a heartbreaking experience.  I wish you the best of luck and I'll miss ya; I only knew you for a few days, but you were a pretty great guy.  Much love.

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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:47 am

Dark Demon wrote:
@Mr. DEDEDE wrote:
REAL NIGGA ALERT

REAL NIGGA ALERT

Let me tell you some real shit homey, you gonna look back at this decision your girl made and be grateful fam. You gonna thank god this bitch decided to go and do what she did. Once you have that baby, your life isn't yours anymore. It belongs to your girl. SOMEBODY TELL ME IM LYING. SOMEBODY TELL ME I JUST TOLD A LIE. When you have that baby, your life belongs to that child and that chick, which sounds fine and wholesome until y'all separate (which in 2016 is more likely than not) and she keeps custody of the kid but demands you pay child support while you can't even see the baby. And considering the wicked witch of Washington DC is prolly becoming president, you got to pay that child support from that paycheck that's been taxed the hell out of cause this old bitch wanna go and be like bernie sanders so bad and be a socialist. So your skimp ass check gotta provide for yourself and that woman and that child you can hardly even see.

You a young man with your whole life ahead of you and your girl went and did something like that without even telling you??? And u mad cause you didn't have a baby with THAT????????? You dodged a bullet fam. You don't want a baby with someone like that. She will ruin your life dawg. I've seen bitches less shiesty fuck people over way worse. I'm really happy for you homey, mazel tov. You just realized why these females aint shit!
told this lad to push that bitch down the stairs months ago, WHEN THEY GONNA LISTEN DDD? WHEN?? :dave:

IDK FAM, IDK!

If I was him I would've hit the Uhaa Nation combo on this bitch long ago


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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:50 am

Damn, I hope everything turns out good and you get to come back soon enough but just focus on you and take all the time you need.



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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 12:53 am

I'm so sorry to hear about that man. As a father myself my heart breaks for you. I wish you the very best.










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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 1:04 am

Wow... this is heartbreaking.  My condolences.



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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 1:44 am

omg bro, I can't tell you how much I feel for you.  If you need someone to talk to feel free to pm me.





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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 6:21 am

No need to apologize. I'm pretty sure everyone here understands what you're going through. Hopefully it gets better for you man. You will be missed.
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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 6:32 am

This is...wow. Heartbreaking. Stay strong.
Don't worry.



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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 7:09 am

I'm sorry to hear that holmes. I'm sure you gonna be a great dad some day. Don't blame yo self for this. DDD is actually right that you dodged a bullet by not ever having to deal with this puta again. Some day you gonna find a loyal ass ho and have all the kids you want. Good luck with everything mayne.


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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 7:14 am

I'm sorry this happened to a great guy like you. Hopefully things will work themselves out in the future. Stay strong bro. *hug*




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PostSubject: Re: A step back.    August 14th 2016, 11:02 am

That's fucking rough, dude. Can't even begin to imagine what's been going through your head all week following the abrupt separation. On the bright side of things, like DEDEDE and TLA stressed, at least you're not plagued with the burden of paying child support while leaving your child to someone who doesn't want to care for him/her. I'm sure you'll come back from this and try your best to raise this baby the ideal way on your own. 

As for EAW, don't sweat it. You'll always have a place here. Sort out your real life priorities first though. Goodspeed, my man.



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